I see in you...

I see in you a bit of me. the old me, to be specific. but i've learned, i'm better.

when does it all stop? elementary school, middle school, high school, college, work, retirement, death...?
we're all just preparing to prepare to prepare to prepare...
when are you going to take time to have fun? to have a social life? to really exist?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[revelation]:
but what if you are
but what if you do
but what if you exist


i can't go around applying my situation to everyone. well, i can, but then i'll have too many epiphinies...and not the good kind that come in random bursts or insight, but the bad kind that come in misjudgements and wrong accusations turned on their head: leaving you embarassed and wrong. so very wrong.

still i pity you.