I DO NOT LIKE YOU

I do not like you
there's this sinking feeling when looking at you
like a tongue plopping into water
a foot falling into sand.
You're not that funny;
you're not that interesting
you're not right

flaunting and gawking and expecting

you want me to be jealous, to dislike you, to not want you
you like having an enemy
as do i
you like being cool and being liked and being endured and being stalked and being talked to and being smart
and you like me being alone, unhappy, defeated, beaten, unadored, stupid

you like being better than me
and i can't have that.





i sit here watching you strut your stuff
showing off your new toy
my old one


'i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget...me'






the most depressing part about this whole blog is that this is the whole blog. my first blog is complaining about josh and stephen. wow i'm the lamest ever.
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