on this:

I WANT TO FAKE MY OWN DEATH TO WANT TO KNOW HOW IT WOULD FEEL TO WANT TO FAKE MY OWN DEATH


I WANT TO FAKE MY OWN DEATH TO SEE HOW CREATIVE A DEATH I COULD COME UP WITH.


I WANT TO FAKE MY OWN DEATH BECAUSE I'VE ALREADY TRIED EVERYTHING ELSE.


BUT I do not WANT TO FAKE MY OWN DEATH TO SEE WHO WOULD NOTICE--I AM PERCEPTIVE ENOUGH TO SEE WHO AND WHO DOES NOT NOTICE ME AND DO NOT NEED THE RECOGNITION OR ATTENTION OF OTHERS IN MY LIFE TO CONTINUE HAVING A PURPOSE TO LIVE.

A SELF TO LIVE FOR.