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IDEAS:WE'LL GET THERE TIMES A JILLION
JUST HAD SHROOMS
oh my goodness
oh
my
and brownie
bits
crumbles
a scosh of brownie, i ponder
and jecture
and conjure
and th th th
is this what it feels like to trip?
to be happy?
to be a wounded animal again? to be free to die
free to laugh
i feel years older
i feel like i have lived so much of my life away already
tv taught men jow to feel, mpw rea; life hjav no apeal
it has no appel, it has no
ap
eal


20 years of clean
and navigators
and we need to see other people
and we need to see other boys
and we need to be sex in the cituuy
we need o break up
we need to win life
we need to fall in love!
we need to find the time
to find what we love
and do scool
and life
and the worlds




feel the walls 
baby,
the walls of my heart


i feel music in my bones
life insidde the music box anin;t easy








come on daddy